after trying to fall asleep
after a party
after my ex-sister comatized
after she puked
after she fell
after not sleeping, over and over
after her mom screamed at me
after there were fights, hook-ups, sex, drugs, alcohol
after paying
after denying
after crying
after glowing
after searching
after laughing
after eating
after looking up in the sky
after 12 hours in the bus
after being complemented on
after random events
after a rave
after screaming and being screamed at
after stealing
after smoking
after dancing
after swimming
after singing
after drinking
after ambulances and the police
after adidas purple/green shoes
after court
after running around
after all, my love went away for a few minutes, come back? Not today, maybe tomorrow. I missed you already, i cried, i helped, i screamed, i was scared. I questioned, and still don't know. I wonder, clueless. Love me
I imagined something different for a birthday.
